i guess this is the fourth post ever since i started my work.
guess what, i have quitted my job today. A decision that i never thought would happen so early.

you guys must be thinking, “aiya nowdays youngsters come out work all like that one, work awhile jiu quit.”
actually, thats not the case. i could have worked longer. i could have stayed longer.
people always say, when you work, your colleagues play a big role in making your working life pleasant.

true enough. despite of the heavy workload, i’m positive and fine with it. it’s only with my direct colleague,
i feel that i have problem communicating with her. i shalln’t mention names.
she’s not old but she looked damn fucking old. unmarried. i guess that’s the reason for her weird character/temper or whatever you might wanna call it.

i worked there for 3 months, the rest of my colleague all told me to bear with her for another 9 more months and then you are free to go wherever you want.

Today, i made this decision, not because i want freedom, not because i’m tired of the workload , it’s because i can’t stand working with someone who gives you attitude as if you killed her family members of something. and the worst thing is , i have to work under her. well, no thanks, i rather f*** off.

hate to admit , but this is how scary time actually flies. actually when sometimes when you tell yourself that you want to do something, but you will put it on hold “wait for a while la…” , “wait for next month then do” , “still got time , don’t worry”.
but by the time you looked back few years later , you will realised how much time you have actually wasted.

today , i am stuck at this position. something which i know , it’s whether i’m going to keep hanging on for 10 more months , or i just proceed on to do what i should do. dilemma , everyday is like going to a battlefield. this seriously sucks.

on a lighter note , that day when i was looking at chinchillas at the pet safari, there’s a little girl , she asked me innocently “what’s that …?”

i looked at her and replied “Big Hamsters.”

she said ” really?”

“yeah” i replied …

she o.- and walked away…

 

It’s November.
have been working for around 2 months. let’s hope the time pass faster

That day when i was on my way home.
songs sang during my BMT days suddenly appeared in my mind.
all those songs “cold wind blow” , “training to be soldiers”.
soon , memories of BMT started flashing in my mind. how we sang the songs during route march , marching to the cookhouse,
field camp. i recalled how much i missed my family and girlfriend when i sang those songs.
(picture extracted from cyberpioneer facebook page. lol)

sorry , blame me for unable to recover from the post-army syndrome. i have been living in green for the past 2 years. the 0.5 years of combatant life stays deeply more than anything within the 2 years. detestable life yet memorable. won’t ever want to go through it again.

all these memories. the pain of being seperated from your loved ones, encouraged me to treasure them even more now.

 

 

 

haven’t really been updating this blog since i started working.
with work , time really flies . it’s been almost 2 months since i started work.
working life isn’t easy , with all the rising cost and shit , i am as good as half-dead now.

i said i wanted to blog about my 21st birthday previously.
it’s only until today , i have the time to sit down and update this space.
but i doubt i would have the patience and time to upload all the pictures. wordpress takes bloody long even just to upload one picture.
this picture was taken on my 21st birthday . well i choose this out of so many pictures . don’t know why , no reason but i just feel so comfortable looking at this picture . that day was awesome , my girlfriend organised it for me . together with all my close friends , we celebrated and spent the night together. it was quite an memorable one as i didn’t really had any birthday party in the recent years.

btw . just a random note . the taiwan show :AI finally ended . i remembered before i entered NS , i was having my dinner and saw this show on tv. After i ord-ed , it’s still showing -.-

alright. school was great, work was …. , TCP was awesome because my assistant is so freaking awesome. forgot to add on, she handled everything for me when i was in genting and KL . this one need to praise , otherwise she will always say she didn’t do much!

i will be back updating soon with all the recent pictures and happenings of my boring life.
hopefully , there will still be people reading this!

 

GOODNIGHTS.

My ORD and birthday were celebrated together with a hotel room celebration and a short holiday trip to KL and genting.
the hotel celebration was a great and unforgettable ones , lots of photos were taken and everyone enjoyed themselves.
THANKS to my rough but sweet girlfriend who organised everything for me

i will blog about that soon . but first , let me write about the recent one,
the 5D4N trip to KL and genting . My virgin trip to KL , you guys must be thinking i am f-ing SUA KU.

The ride to KL was great . i caught green hornet on my way there . comfortable ride.

KL was great. but it started to get kinda boring when day 2 arrived. however , we do enjoyed ourselves with the food and shopping.

the actual day of my birthday was spent in genting . the weather rulezzzzzzz . hahahahahaha
we gave the theme park a miss this time round . we went around touring the place instead . ate at the mushroom farm.
watched night movies. ate supper . took skyway. damn nice. unforgettable.

drank soup in the cold weather . BEST

 

the pimple outbreak was being an ass . but i just ignored it. everything was nice and fine . the ride back was cool. we were being seated at the front of the double decker coach. the bus driver was speeding and the tp caught him.
in conclusion . it was an awesome trip
let’s hope the next one will be even better .

 

 

 

 

Finally , i ORD-ed from the service today . I went to selerang to collect my PINK IC with Spruce today.
woah . 2 years . time flies . i remembered i blogged an entry about a close friend of my ord-ing from the service a few months ago.
and today , it’s my freaking turn.

Last week , i found this thing when i was cleaning my room:

kinda bullshit , but when i was half way through my service , i never thought that ORD would happen to me.
well . NS taught me many things , good and bad . but at the end of the day , when you leave this place ,
we’ll leave everything behind , bring only the memories out with us .

my NS life wasn’t like those combatants that chiong-ed all the way throughout the service life.
mine was a different one from them , except the first 5 months where we trained like a bull in the BMT and the section leader course.

after we left the service , we might not contact as often or even not contacting at all. but i doubt anyone will forget all the memories that happened at this phase of our lives

Goodbye NS. I will see you soon

 

 

hi people . life is great but not-so-great too.
great because i will be ord-ing soon!
i am left with 2 more working weeks and i will be done! That day when i was on my way home , carrying my blue backpack ,
i suddenly recalled that i was carrying the same blue bag during my enlistment , waiting for brendan and jeff at jurong east MRT.
wow . time flies . the process is tough and long . but when you look back , you will realised that so many things happened within these 2 years , so much changes , so much departures and hellos.

another thing is , life’s not-so-great because my exams are coming soon. exams will start next week . and starting from now , i am only left with 3 more days to complete my bloody revision. and thats so impossible . following up , i would need to fork up another sum for my school fees . well, money and stress . how much better life could ever get.

when you find it hard to pull through , you would need someone behind to support you. this is my pillar of strength. i will pass my exams , earn more money , live a good life

I JUST REALISED..

I have been wearing the same shirt everytime …

Yea.. always wearing the same old FAVORITE shirt until #%^@#..

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

awesome evening spent at sentosa .
we went to watch the song of the sea , took the sky rider and the luge at NIGHT .
quite a cool feeling to experience all these rides at night.

 

 

memorable night at sentosa

 

 

Finally went for our first trip at batam .
everything was fine . however , maybe just some slight agreement in perspective.
no doubt the client has has put certain consideration with interest to our side ,
i feel that sometimes , if we progress at a pace where we couldn’t manage ,
we might just screw up the whole thing .

in conclusion , my main point for today is ,
even if the idea is being challenged/reject/or called off , the doors for collaboration should be still open.
afterall , from what i feel , the most valuable thing we should get from the collaboration is not the money ,
it’s the satisfaction we get after doing something we like and get rewarded.